December 2011
Over the year ramble
2011 wasn’t the best year, but wasn’t bad either. I found a dance company that I love more than anything, it’s made me a better dancer, I got accepted into a school in NY that I really want to go to, but probably can’t afford it. I turned eighteen, and my friends threw me a surprise party. This summer I had a lot of pool party’s and get togethers. I made new friends,...
“Isn’t it strange that we talk least about the things we think about most.”
– Charles Lindbergh
G.N.O
Tonight was lovely.
Woke up late, got ready and went to chic-fil-a with Holly and Sean. I’ve missed Sean, he’s really cool.
Talked for 2hours.
Then holly and I reached cloud nine and met up with Madeline.
Artmosphere, hookah, laughter, talking.
Sushi, more laughing, deciding on a road trip after senior year.
Driving around, I just love driving around.
Tonight was nice.
Something about this guy that draws me towards him.
Today has been one of the worst days.
I just keep crying and I wish I could stop.
It just sucks to be so close to something and then have it taken away from you.
My dreams and wishes get thrown out the window.
My biggest fear is not being happy in the future. I feel like if I stay here, I’ll never find happiness.
“It was the sort of beauty you feel so deeply it becomes contagious and somehow...”
– Alice Hoffman
I don’t understand how you can love me now, after eight months have passed. You’ve waited until now. I’ve been over you, I’m not going down that road again.
It’s time to see new people.
I think I’m forming a new crush anywho. I never thought I could start forming feelings for a best friend.
Tripped so fucking hard earlier, what a great experience. So mind altering.
thebuddir-albuddoor asked: I would say that you have that problem, but your personality shines through so vibrantly that it's impossible for anyone to love you for anything but your soul.
Sometimes, I think it’s difficult for beautiful girls. People never see past their looks.
Happy Christmas
I had a wonderful day, too bad it ends in thirty minutes.
infinitelyregressing asked: NO! I REFUSE TO ASK YOU THINGS!
Anonymous asked: Top ten cutest guys at your school? Top five cutest girls? Five guys you know personally that you would go on a date with.
YOU'RE ALL JUST GOING TO HAVE TO ASK ME THINGS.
right now.
I have shitty friends.
2008: wow I was so stupid last year
2009: wow I was so stupid last year
2010: wow I was so stupid last year
2011: wow I was so stupid last year
From the way it looks, in 2012 I’ll still be stupid.
