“The truth about girls; we act like we’re cold so you’ll hold us. Gossip isn’t a sin, it’s an art. The word “bitch” doesn’t mean much to us. When we say we’re fine, we’re usually not. Most of us fall in love way too easily. We’re never too old for sleepovers. All of us have a mean side, some of us just don’t show it. We’re confusing, and you’ll never have us completely figured out. Most of us like attention. We all like to hear we’re beautiful. No matter how many times we say we don’t care, we usually do. We’ll mess with your head. If we say that nothing’s wrong, something usually is. And just when you think you have us figured out, something will change and you’ll be all wrong.”—
“Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. Because if we actually felt how much we love them, it would kill us. That doesn’t make you a bad person. It just means your heart’s too big.”—Riding in Cars With Boys
Trisa, I miss you. I really hate that we don’t talk anymore. I always miss you so much when I look at your tumblr. You’re a beautiful person. It always seems like you’re so happy when I’m not around, though. I want you to be happy. I’m happy that you’re happy. But, I really really miss when I was…
I cant explain to you how much I miss you. And as much as I can say I’m sorry, i know it would never mean anything because nothing would change. It might seem like I am the happiest girl around, but on the inside you should know im breaking. You know me probably more than anyone, and I wish I can go back and change a lot of things. Like going to that party. I’m sorry times infinity. And we will hangout this summer i promise. It’ll be just like old times, and we will be happpy again.
I don’t usually ramble on about my days, but today was such a good one.
Singing with my sister is always the best, and we’re both always taking turns on the piano so our hands don’t get too tired, since we play and sing for hours on end.. somehow I find it funny.
Last night was the season finale of Glee and I’m really sad about that, but happy because it was so good.
It was also the starting of Secret Life, and I really don’t know why I still waste my time watching that show, but I do.
This afternoon, I went pick up maddie and we drove around town, blasting 90’s music. We realized that some songs were a lot longer than we thought. Haha
Our car ride was filled with Kings of Leon, and us catching up.
I saw a picture of me in the newspaper at the Givers concert which was wonderful! According to my doctor who showed me, I’m a “rockstar”. That’s always nice to know! Haha oh my.
After getting my shots, maddie and I went to the park to watch Pablo and Peter and Chris and JD (and other guys of which I do not recall their names) play football - which is soccer, in Spanish terms. It was cool, :) they’re so funny. After most of the guys left, Maddie, Pablo, Peter, and I chilled in the shade and just talked. It was nice.
But thanks to Peter and his cleets, I now have a bruise on my foot, and it really hurts.
Tomorrow were all hitting the bookstore, I hope peter won’t be to loud.
“She was terrific to hold hands with. Most girls, if you hold hands with them, their goddamn hand dies on you, or else they think they have to keep moving their hands all the time, as if they were afraid they’d bore you or something. Jane was different. We’d get into a goddamn movie or something, and right away we’d start holding hands, and we won’t quit till the movie was over. And without changing the position or making a deal out of it. You never even worried, with Jane, whether your hand was sweaty or not. All you knew was, you were happy. You really were.”—The Catcher in the Rye