April 2010
I think you end up doing the stuff you were supposed to do at the time you were...
– Robert Downey Jr
When your throat starts to clench, and tingle and your heart gets so warm, the...
I saw you today
And my heart sunk.
Festival
Thanks for giving me an amazing night
The List goes on and on
-Ballet Ballet Ballet
-Fun Car Rides With A Bestfriend Shannon
-Festival!
-Dylan, Maddie, Kasi, Naghmeh
-Met up with Potheads :)
-Drugs
-Alcohol
-Friends that I’d never think that would drink are fucked up big time
-Hanging out with amazing people
-Madeline Tullos <3
-Best Friends
-Running into Vikki multiple times(:
-Running and hiding from certain people
...
Scars scars scars
I want you to disapear.
I hate the fact that you stare back at me everyday.
Go away.
4/20
You’re a day away.
I wanna hold your hand
Now that I think about it.. I do miss the warmth of your hand against mine, and how it felt different everytime we held hands. It felt - perfect. Each time.
I want it back, all of it.
The pressures on
I can get through this.
You're all kinds of trashy
Trashy indeed.
It’s so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself. Thats above and beyond...
– Ned Vizzini -It’s Kind of a Funny Story
I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t...
– Neil Gaiman
Fuck this. Fuck this wondering. Fuck this trying and trying. Fuck this belief...
– Rachel Cohn, Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist
LoveGivesMeHope
givesmehope:
lovegivesmehope:
My friend was always depressed. One day, she attempted suicide and a guy she never really talked to at school visited her at the hospital. He said, “Don’t you dare do that again! You are the MOST beautiful girl that I have seen. EVER.” That was 6 years ago. They’re getting married this weekend. GMH
I’m alone on a bicycle for two.
Keep in touch pleasee
Talked to one of my old best friends today, it’s always good to keep in touch. And I’m glad I could be there for her when she needed someone. Everytime I talk to her it makes me realize why we were such great best friends. I miss her dearly.
I hate the fact that I moved.
And love it at the same time.
Madness doesn’t even begin to cover this war in my mind.