October 2010
haicourtney:
Oskar: I’m going to bury my feelings deep inside me.
Dr. Fein: What do you mean, bury your feelings?
Oskar: No matter how much I feel, I’m not going to let it out. If I have to cry, I’m going to cry on the inside. If I have to bleed, I’ll bruise. If my heart starts going crazy, I’m not going to tell anyone about it. It doesn’t help anything. It just makes everyone’s life worse.
...
I don’t think I have the capacity to love anyone...
I'm tired of making everyone happy,
For once I just want to be happy.
onlinejournals:
I still only think of you in incomplete sentences. You are a half-thought. It is indicative of your speaking style, style of dress, and whatever it is that we are. Half, ha, lf.
i don't want to let it slip,
But the truth is, you’ve been losing me for awhile now.
and I’m sorry for that. I really am.
